what the lord givith he also may take away

Well it all started in 2007 hunting season my DH noticed every time he looked in the scope something was wrong with his left eye. so he called me to make an eye Dr appointment. well i was about to pop with baby#3.(she just had her 1st birthday on the 23rd) and between a new baby and his work we didn't get an appointment until January of this year. wow it has been a whirl wind since. first of all let me start off by saying he is a health 27 year old male doesn't go to the Dr, has no reason to really. so when all of this came up it was a reality check. he went to see my eye Dr and he referred him right away to a retina specialist. said its bad and he need to go asap. so we went and not even a week later he has his first laser eye surgery (after each because of the med they put in u, he has to stay in side for a week). That was one of the hardest things for him because hes not one to sit still/ stay in side. so as soon as it got dark he was gone. he couldn't work because of the halogens lights. he was miserable. then about 2 months later we had steroid shot behind the eye. i was sitting in the room and the nurse saw that i was nursing and she said "oh since your nursing u can stay." well me being who am said well it doesn't bother me i can handle it and then she said well its our policy . i thought who gives a toot about policy I'm staying anyway so i made sure to keep nursing. lol. well then the following week we had #2 laser eye, again closed up. and then about a month or two the Dr talked him into get a a needle strait through the eye. ouch! everything looked good after that so 2 months later its now very bad and so we r seeing a second opinion tomorrow. but you know though all this he has what some people call become over saved. amen. he is more on fire for god now than he has ever been. so thank you god for the age degenerative mucular desies (SP) or whatever it may be.

WOW

CAN I BE LIKE THAT !A MOM OF 17 1/2 KIDS THAT'S NOT AT HER WHITS END .I WANNA BE LIKE THAT. PSALMS 127:3 LO CHILDREN ARE A HERITAGE OF THE LORD AND THE FRUIT OF THE WOMB IS THE REWARD.

I WANT MY GIRLS TO GROW UP HAVING GODLY HUSBANDS AND MY SON BEING GODLY HUSBANDS, AND GODLY WIVES FOR MY SONS AS WELL AS MY DAUGHTERS BEING GODLY WIVES.

THE PROBLEM IS I'M LAZY! THERE I SAID IT I JUST DON'T WANNA PUT IN THE WORK I WANT TO SHIP THEM OFF TO SOMEBODY ELSE TO TRAIN THEM UP TO BE PERFECT CHILDREN. WHY NOT RIGHT WELL THE PROBLEMS AREN'T GONNA BE SOLVED AND NOBODY IS GONNA TRAIN THEM EXACTLY THE WAY I SEE FIT OR THE WAY I SEE GOD WANTS US TO BE. YES THERE IS SO MANY OF US OUT THERE WHO HAVE SIMILAR BELIEFS (VIEWS) BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE OF ME AND I WOULDN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO WITHOUT THEM TO TELL U THE TRUTH.

I KNOW I'M RAMBLING BUT THAT'S WHAT I DO BEST I'M JUST FRUSTRATED AT MY CHILDREN FOR MISBEHAVING TODAY. LAST WEEK WAS JUST WONDERFUL THEY FOR THE MOST PART WERE ANGELS AND I THOUGHT TODAY WOULD BE THE SAME LOL. REALLY WHEN IT COMES TO IT I JUST HAVE TO STOP BEING SO LAZY GET ON A SCHEDULE OR MY KIDS ARE GONNA GROW UP TO BE EVERYTHING I DON'T WANT THEM TO BE. SO HERE I GO WISH ME LUCK. OR PRAYERS WOULD BE BETTER.

UGHHH sickness:(

So sickness has entered our household. The baby has been sick since Tuesday . But last night Big D got sick with the stomic bug. These are the worst coming out both ends. I just pray that it passes quickly and easily. 2 John 1:3 Grace be with you, mercy, and peace, from God the Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ, the son of the father, in truth and love.

Psalm 23

i am just a women. just a women with need of a savior! i have found that savior! his name is Jesus Christ. through him ALL things are possible. even loving my husband of almost 8 years. even loving my children when they break my heart. even loving the unlovable. only through Jesus Christ am i here today and not in the mental institute this world will put u in. only through God am i worthy. psalms 23:1 the lord is my shepherd and i shall not want. 2 he maketh me to lie down in green pastures. he leadeth me beside still waters. 3 he restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name sake. 4 yea though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death i will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 thou prepares a table before me in the presence of my enemies; thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life and i will dwell in the house of the lord forever.

hello all

hello to all. i am very new at this but i figure i need to write what i learn or i will soon loose it. so i will start with my goal to be come a Proverbs 31 women/ family, i would like for people to know my family as godly and wise. at the same time i would like to go back to simplicity in life i am tired of the fast paced thing that keep us bogged down. i want to love my children and husband the way they deserve and the way god intended for us.