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CAN I BE LIKE THAT !A MOM OF 17 1/2 KIDS THAT'S NOT AT HER WHITS END .I WANNA BE LIKE THAT. PSALMS 127:3 LO CHILDREN ARE A HERITAGE OF THE LORD AND THE FRUIT OF THE WOMB IS THE REWARD.

I WANT MY GIRLS TO GROW UP HAVING GODLY HUSBANDS AND MY SON BEING GODLY HUSBANDS, AND GODLY WIVES FOR MY SONS AS WELL AS MY DAUGHTERS BEING GODLY WIVES.

THE PROBLEM IS I'M LAZY! THERE I SAID IT I JUST DON'T WANNA PUT IN THE WORK I WANT TO SHIP THEM OFF TO SOMEBODY ELSE TO TRAIN THEM UP TO BE PERFECT CHILDREN. WHY NOT RIGHT WELL THE PROBLEMS AREN'T GONNA BE SOLVED AND NOBODY IS GONNA TRAIN THEM EXACTLY THE WAY I SEE FIT OR THE WAY I SEE GOD WANTS US TO BE. YES THERE IS SO MANY OF US OUT THERE WHO HAVE SIMILAR BELIEFS (VIEWS) BUT THERE IS ONLY ONE OF ME AND I WOULDN'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO WITHOUT THEM TO TELL U THE TRUTH.

I KNOW I'M RAMBLING BUT THAT'S WHAT I DO BEST I'M JUST FRUSTRATED AT MY CHILDREN FOR MISBEHAVING TODAY. LAST WEEK WAS JUST WONDERFUL THEY FOR THE MOST PART WERE ANGELS AND I THOUGHT TODAY WOULD BE THE SAME LOL. REALLY WHEN IT COMES TO IT I JUST HAVE TO STOP BEING SO LAZY GET ON A SCHEDULE OR MY KIDS ARE GONNA GROW UP TO BE EVERYTHING I DON'T WANT THEM TO BE. SO HERE I GO WISH ME LUCK. OR PRAYERS WOULD BE BETTER.